The Biggest Loser

Well, I am almost off of the Predizone, and I have been getting more and more motivated this week. I have started watching The Biggest Loser. Unfortunately, my stupid Replay has either not recorded or deleted it before I get around to watching it. I have been watching last season's episodes and that has gotten me motivated.

I really want to change myself. There are so many things I want to change about myself. I have looked into the MAC and am still waiting to hear back about their prices. I think that will be my Christmas present to myself. I will buy a gym membership and personal trainer. I do however need to get my diet together before I start paying for a personal trainer.

I also received a great spark mail message from a member of the BLF team. It had to do with this past week's episode. (Which I haven't seen yet, but will hopefully soon. ) On the last episode, one of the contestants was about to give up and the trainer asked that person "What are your choices?" This question made me think. What are my choices? I can chose to stay on the path that I am now, and end up just like my parents. My mom has to have surgery soon because she of being over weight and other medical problems. What are my choices? Do I want to end up having so many medical problems that I will not be able to enjoy life or do I want to be there for my children and grandchildren? Do I want to be testing my blood sugar 4 times a day or do I want to eat what I want in moderation? Do I want to be shopping in the plus sized section or do I want to buy any clothes that I want? Do I want to be limited by what I can do or do I want to do anything I put my mind to? These are my choices, and now it is up to me to decide what I chose. I plan to make little cards with that question on it. WHAT ARE MY CHOICES ???!!??? WHAT DO I CHOOSE????